Choices

Everyone has to make choices every day of their lives. Sometimes they regret the choices that they made and wish that they could go back and change the decision that they made. Do I regret some of the choices that I made? Yes. But I know that I cannot change the fact that I made the choices that I did, only try to become a part of their lives, if they will accept me. I regret not seeing my baby sister grow up, not being there for her. I wish I could go back and change the decision that I made when she was so young. All I can do is hope that she will realize that I will always be there for her should she decide to reach out for my help. I hope that she will realize that I love her and always have even though I haven't really been there.

While some of the choices that I have had to make over the years were hard, I believe that they have made me a better person, but I will always regret not being in my sister's life. I remember growing up with someone that I will always call my sister no matter what has happened over the years. Yes we have grown apart, yes we fought like hell when we were younger, and I think in all honesty we were jealous of each other. At least I was, and I'm sorry that I haven't kept in touch, didn't come back to visit when I could. I'm sorry.